But I don't feel manic...I don't know what I feel, but I am definitely nervous in the pit of my stomach. I am upset that I can't get anything done and I feel overwhelmed by my feelings. I'll try to work up the nerve to call p-doc. Worst case scenario, I see T-doc on Monday and p-doc on Tuesday.

When I was in partial I kept saying that my meds weren't working and they kept increasing the dose and telling me to wait for it to work, that it could take 8 weeks. That means 4 more weeks of this?

I was better off on my own without all this intervention.

Sorry, I am just venting my heart out.

This sounds silly, but what do you say when you call?