Wi_Fighter,

I understand those feelings!!! But You have to stand up for you!!!!! If you back down now, you will give him what he wants.... to control you!

You have to stand for something or you will fall for anything!!!!

My grandmother used to tell me:
" Melissa it is always better to have tried and failed, then to have never tried at all!!!"

Believe it or not she was right! How are you ever going to know, if you don't try?

Not griping at you, just would hate for you to give up now!

((((((hugs)))))))))