I can't seem to have a successful relationship. Every one I have ever been involved with comes on like they're really interested in me, then uses me sexually and then leaves and never comes back. I feel invisible much of the time, haven't been asked out in six years, and my last relationship was with a trusted friend I knew half my life who told me he thought God wanted us to be married someday, used me sexually, left me and told me he'd be back "someday." It's been six years and he still isn't back and now ignores me. What is wrong with me? What am I doing wrong? I am in counselling for depression and childhood abuse issues and am taking Prozac. I feel better, but fear relationships now and would rather be alone than with anybody. Yet I fear being alone for the rest of my life as well. Help!