PROBABLY/PROBABLY NOT/IT CAN BE

If I had no hope, I wouldn't be here. If there was a god (like the one in the bible) why would he torture us so? Some people say it's a test...I would hate to see the final.

If you can drown out some of the horrors and fill your life with at least one friend, some good music, a good book, a play, a museum, the beach, or even ORANGE BLOSSOMS artwork (she says she cuts and pastes other stuff-but it's still beautiful). There are definitelly things to enjoy in between the bad stuff that makes it worthwhile.

I hope you can do some of the fun or interesting things that are available.