i have a pretty big support network and though most of them are temporarily far away, one person who is staying with me apparently does not understand bipolar even after my attempt 2 weeks ago. Now that i recall, after i swallowed all those pills, there is no way he could not have heard me yaking them up. Maybe he did not know what was going on? I started having serious trouble breathing. I paniced and called 911. The next thing i know, my roommate is standing in the open bathroom watching me yak and and asking me if i called ems. What kind of friend leaves ems outside until he is sure i called them. He's been known to smoke a little weed but not around me...paranoid maybe? Finally lets them in. Then t says find someone to keep your meds safe from you. I hand them to him where they sat out where i could get them. Then i am feeling a little shakey and i ask him to watch me tonight...his response? "i'm not going to watch you...watch yourself". Do you see anything wrong with this picture or 2 sensitive? Love nf