I dunno why he said it. Those harsh words came out of his mouth and thats it I really felt like I don't belong. I use to like him maybe trust him until one day he said those words and his mates and me don't like him at all. I asked if he hated me? His reply was no. Then I asked why did you say it then? He said I dunno. I feel guitly that his friends don't like him anymore for a racist comment. I feel guitly for his actions for saying the word to me. I feel guilty that I use to like him......