hey BB ! so like me is had then scarey times two nites ina row now. sounds of shottign gus, firecrckers, peoples argueing............catn seem to make it go away it just hits me at nite flaschbacks come too. i dont know HOW to put this stuff in the bck of her ehaed. T really has the pot stirred rite now with therapy and that is not help[ing matters. i know that therapy is not easy but when T really stirs s hit up it affects every aspect of my day to day liveing. everything. no good
don just say i am paranoid and hallucinzteing at tnite and to just g9o to sleep it aint tht easy. if it was dont he thnk i'd be a doin it ya know. as for everything else well its crap too. mzybe beads shoud not of unloaded all of this here.
sorry,
beads