Hi,

I'm presently experiencing a lot of irritability. I know its mania "bleeding through" as I call it (my pdoc agrees). Actually a lot of anger afraid I might rage today. Two weeks ago I got into a bad fight w/my daughter b/c I was feeling like this upset my parents I feel like (I know) they all think there goes crazy J. again. I'm so tired of being like this.

I'm BP II, but I stay on the depressive side (the meds I take have kept me from having a "real" manic ep. for 10 yrs.) I feel like I'm getting so angry right now and I'm starting to cry. I have few friends and absolutely no one I can talk to about this. None of them would understand and I feel so alone.

I just need to write this and "talk" to ppl who understand. thanks