I don't know what to do. I can't get close to hardly anyone within the family, even then its still hard. I don't like getting to close. Especially guys, no offense you guys in here. I can't tell anyone, my parents do know, but it'shard. We can't take him to court because he's a retired cop, and it's really hard to convict a retired cop, especially if it's been two years since it stopped. It started when I was 6, 7, or 8, and ended when I was 12 or 13, it's been a long time, but it left scars on my heart, and the inside, and it won't go away. I regret not telling when it first started up. I'm sorry, really am.

Also, my brother abuses me, meaning hitting, pushing, punching, etc, and he's a year younger then I, (15), but he's more commmanding and stronger, I tell my mom but she just yells at him, and tells me she's getting him help once his school is over, I guess I'll have to deal with it till then, and then see if it helps him or not, hopefully it will. All well, it's no use on fighting hi m no more. I'm terrified of him. All well.