Thank you Futz's and Thinker for responding. Yes I do have trust issues.
I stay to myself except for T and P apts. I joined a bipolar support group that meets every other Monday nite. I feel out of place there too. Other than that I am in the house. I live online. I don't do to well in the 3D world. I am not sure how I am suppose to feel around people. All my life I was a loner.