I had a big fight with my mom. She took my car away and told me to get out. I said no. She was in very intense anger and she grabbed the phone and said she was calling the police to get me out. She realized how irrational she was and put the phone down. She said I no longer have a mother. So I went outside and took a walk. I called T. While i was on the phone, i saw an ambulance driving up my street. I started crying because I thought she called because i threatened to kill myself sarcastically. T said she couldn't believe my mom did that. She actually said, "If I was nearby I would seriously come pick you up. But i'm about an hour away from where you are." We decided that i needed to get someone to come get me. She told me to call her to tell her what happened. We hung up. Then I saw the ambulance at another house. I realized it wasn't for me. I FELT SO STUPID. I feel like i exaggerated the situation to T. So i sent T a text that said, "i'm so sorry, the ambulance wasn't mine. please don't worry, ill call you later."

My mom left the house and locked me out. I went in through the garage and went to sleep. (it was like 3pm) T called me around 4:30 and left a message saying she was checking to see if things were OK. I diddn't answer cause i was sleeping.

Now, i'm stuck in my room. Isolated. with no car. I have to go to work tomorrow. My mom is ignoring me. I havent spoken to an acutal human being all day. I've called T asking for her to call me because i'm depressed and sleeping all day and i don't know how to get myself out of this situation. I haven't heard from her and it's almost 9 and i'm afraid I won't tonight. I feel bad because its the weekend but i feel like calling again. I don't know what to do next. I don't have enough money to move out and pay for school, buy a car, etc. Plus i don't even know how to do that. To top it all off, my birthday was yesterday. Happy 21st to me.

I need you T