Hey,
Do you have a diagnosis of bipolar? I would guess that is so because of being in the bipolar section. If so, you might want to start keeping a mood journal each day or even multiple times a day if you cycle from anger to depression and then baseline more than once a day. This can happen depending on your type of bipolar. Then, when you see your doctor, you can show them the way your moods spike up and down. When u feel like your in a black hole of anger, be careful about what music you listen to...and try to reach out to others for help so you don't make stupid decisions that later you will regret. Only make important decisions and judgments about your life or anything when you are feeling like yourself and fairly positive!!! Watch Stephen Frye's "The Secret Life of a Manic-Depressive" on Youtube.
Lastly, know that I am thinking of you and praying for you!
Your friend,
Wondrwoman