Well all I ended up back in the hospital on the 16th. My depression almost got the best of me. I had an appt with my tdoc...good thing. Had 3 plans to end it. Spent 5 days inpatient. But I was glad to go. They started me on lexapro and I got a really bad headache on my right temple and down the back of my neck and feeling like I was going to throw up.They stopped that right away and put me on cymbalta which I had been on before and also geodon. Geodon kicks my but. I sound drunk, thats only for bed time. Still have trouble sleeping sometimes though. Now I'm back to a hypomancic state and I am not hungry very much and I am getting my house cleaned.............finally. Lots of energy, ideas, talking a mile a minute. I like this part, but I know i probably won;t last so I am going to take advantage of it. I see my new pdoc on monday. I tried to tell my last pdoc that I was headed into depression and she didn't listen. I came real close this time. I just have to learn to be more assertive.