((((((((((((((dolphinmkr)))))))))))))))


Please don't give up. You are NOT a disgusting person. You are NOT a bad egg. You are SICK, and there is nothing shameful or weak about that. And as a sick person, the absolute worst thing you could do right now is give up your doctor and T. They're the only ones who have the know-how to help you beat this thing.

I know it's hard, but try not to listen to the lies your depression is telling you. If your support networks IRL are dwindling, maybe it's time to find some new ones? There are support groups out there specifically for people with depression, maybe you could ask your doctor or T if they know of any in your area? No one there will tell you that you're "too needy" because they all understand exactly where you're coming from and what you need. Sending lots of hugs.