Me too. Visual perception/reading problem, bipolar, and perfectionism don't mix! I drive myself crazy trying to memorize everything. Not to brag, just as an example of my neurosis, but I seriously get upset when I get an A- overall in a class. I've received 2 in my college career, only one of which I deserved. I'd still like a little harmless revenge on that snide prof. Too bad he's in another state.
See, if we were quitters, why would we keep coming back after all this torture? Oh yeah, we're also masochists.