My whole life was always discipline. I am twenty right now, and I have no idea what to do with myself or my thoughts. I have friends, don't get me wrong, but of course they have their own lives and I am just there to compliment and listen. My life seems so empty. I have nothing to show for, I have done nothing and I fear it will be my life. I have so many regrets and I keep making them. I don't have anybody to really share this or confide in. I try so hard to be better, but nothing is ever followed through. My heart can't take it anymore. Everyday there is something to stress about. I can never be truly happen. I feel that everything will stay stay the same.