I'm glad you are getting some housekeeping help.

When I had folks in to help me with housework, it was hard. I was extra twitchy and hypervigilant. And yes, I tended to clean my house before they came. Yet, it was a help. And I talked myself through things and did eventually learn to relax, sort of, when people were in my apartment cleaning.

I don't hate you because of your financial status. I never do base what I think of folks on that. Those of us who suffer, we suffer, money ultimately doesn't make a huge difference in that regard, once we have our basic needs met.

Congrats for arranging for housekeeping, for what you need. I hope it's a decent inspiring experience.

Sarah