I feel like I'm being a bit of a drama queen, so I apologize. I've been in therapy over 3 months now, and I can honestly say that this is the first time I really don't want to go to my session today! sunrise warned me about this - I had a deep session last week, revealed some ugly truths about myself. I've been worrying all week if I said too much, what my T thinks of me now. And then that turned into anger (totally laughable, even to me, but still real) that my T does her job too well, always giving me affirmations, so I opened up too much. And I'm angry that I even care what my T thinks of me, but I do! So now I feel like I need to discuss why I care what T thinks of me, and I also want to ask her what she does think of me (as we discussed in another thread). I just don't wanna go tonight! But I know I will. And then it will just be a matter of getting the words out.