I also think about therapy and my T a great deal. I'm also relatively new to it all, a little over 3 months in.

I often rehearse in my head what I want to say to my T, and I've discussed this with my T - she thinks it's because I'm very excited and want to get it out, which is true. And it's also that, as my T put it, sharing is a big deal to me, because I don't like to be vulnerable and completely open - something we're working on, trust me!