Thank you all for your support.

I keep telling myself...it's only for 2 hours... I won't let them into the room where my legal stuff is (one person I hired 2 years ago took a citibank receipt and changed my password and tried to take my credit, etc... so that is an additional trigger/fear.) Not ready for that yet.
As "usual" something might go amiss... anxiety again... but the lady who is coming called and left a message to confirm day/time...and to return call to verify. She had the TIME WRONG!! So when I called it was a phone answerer, not the lady... and I went over and over it with her that I had just been called and told the wrong time. I'm afraid the anxiety of waiting for them to come... and if they don't come the earlier time as scheduled ...then I will leave for fear, and not stay home, for them to come later.
Flight or fight, remember?