Hi KingoPaz, welcome to PC
I'm glad you've joined. I think you'll find a lot of support here, and I hope you keep us posted on how you're doing. You CAN get your life on track despite your depression -- I know it feels impossible now, but that's the depression lying to you. You're still young and you've got all the potential that comes with youth, even if it doesn't always feel like it. Sending lots of hugs if that's okay. I hope you keep us posted on how you're doing.