Thank you Catherine...
my tasks in this class:
is to feel safe enough
to feel free enough
to come out and away from my
feeing invisible
not a part of
not good enough
not accepted.

Know all the what I don't want
I just wish I could hand over the bat and not bring in another
(have a closet full--not just a tiney one, but one of those big walk-in's
that is bigger than my bedroom)
At times my neediness is just too overwhelming
so i run away.
hide in the back of the room.
you may find me in the broom closet
or the far corner of the room.

sorry----feeling quite small today.