I'm glad you're calling. Some docs really don't know certain procedures for getting free meds, but it's not your fault that he doesn't. Perhaps your situation will get him educated on the process in case of future needs on your behalf or for other clients.

I think the same thing...my chinchillas need me. I've had them for almost 10 years now. I think my guy would be okay without me, the plants and the cat too. It's not that no one would be upset or miss me, it's just the whole need issue...and the what's to become of issue. But still, there are things to live for, although it's hard to see when you feel so bad all the time. Like, I want to read so many more cool books when I can concentrate again and I want to see our first human mission to Mars. I'd totally volunteer to be a colonist.

I think the lamictal may be starting to help. I haven't had an angry outburst in a week. Sooner you get to try it the better, because they have to up your dose so slowly. Pulling for you.