It hurts when people's views of life don't line up with your own, when they might even hurt you. It's great that you want to spread caring and everything else you offer to others. But in situations like these I think you have to be ok with not getting involved, not getting results you want. It might take finding someone whose views may line up better.

I'm having trouble with that... being different is hard, because its harder finding friends you can get close to.

That's just my thoughts...
regardless though, loads of hugs and sorry this happened