This is a tough one for me to express. T is always there even when I'm not thinking about him...he's never far away. When something is bothering me, it seems as if he gets in my mind and pokes me to do something about it, lol. If I'm watching something with pretty scenery or listening to nice music, I sense his presence in me. When a get a pleasant feeling, his face often appears in my mind and the pleasant feeling becomes stronger. Sometimes these images are flashes of his expressions or smiles and it is very comforting. As far as intensely thinking about him...not so much anymore, but there isn't a day that goes by when I don't feel his presence in some way. It's kind of odd, but I like it.