just a thought- if you're are not being seen and heard by the T and others:
maybe instead of the listing of the abuse and trauma as the first item go in with your perceptions of "this is how the abuse has affected me and continues to affect me . This is the nightmare I defend against day in and day out to pass as whole - I contain all the pain and shame and rage for the perpetrators and they continue controlling how I perceive myself- how I love and receive love, how I trust and struggle to trust, you (T ) didnt do the damage to my soul but I need you to help me start to repair it. Will you do that or must I hide to pass in front of you too? I've tried and suffered on my own long enough!"
I don't mean to put words in your mouth just trying to give you an idea to approach help from a different angle that maybe a T and others could respond from helpfully. All my best wishes and intentions to you.