*trigger warning* some spiritual abuse described but not in horrific detail.

Dear Jay,

I relate so strongly to you and I feel angry that you suffered so much and NO one helped. That was EVIL. Your mother's behavior was totally wrong, evil, undeserved, sickening and nasty. I went through some similar things and believe you me, the "what happens at home better stay at home" was a threat I never forgot. I never told. The fear of mother was ever-present. In 4th grade my teacher was satanist/perv. and she left bruises and my mom took me up and complained and nothing was done until the teacher was fired at the end of the year. Nothing was done for me because they did not believe our mother. She left scratches and bruises and the school had called her out on marks on one of our brothers.

Enough of me. All that is to say that what happened to you was REAL and it was a recognized pattern of spiritual, emotional, physical and sexual abuse that has happened to others. My mother's family was into satanic/occult evil and horrors happened.

Jay, I am getting healing and it has gotten better for me. I'm not finished, by a long shot, but it is clearly better for me now than it used to be. I am wanting to give you some hope that if I can get help, you can too. I am not very different from you, only that I'm female. I am soo sorry you were hurt this way. Take the hope I'm offering if you can; there is a way out of the dark and into wholesome light and life.

Leslie/Multipixie