I can't focus...keep thinking why I let him to use me....
OMG...what is wrong with me and this obsession?
I know I'm getting better....I can't simply wait till I get over him totally....
Now, he brought a new girl to the class....I feel so hurt and ignored and used....yes...I feel he used me....arggggggg......I want to break free....

Should I start online dating? I feel so sad these days, not sure even if I can put positive energy out there....I've tried it before and didn't work, but some of my friends including my sister got married through online dating....I need to get distracted from all these thoughts....

with love
Marjan