(((((((((((((((Berries))))))))))))))))

I often manage to convince myself that I'm not really sick too. That is the depression talking -- it's such a good liar, it can even convince you that it's not there! Trust your doctors, they know what they're doing and they wouldn't prescribe you anything you didn't need.

I'm sorry there's so much anxiety and stress in your life right now. I hope things start looking up soon.