This may sound like kind of a mixed message after my last post, but you shouldn't kick yourself if you can't find it in yourself to cut her out of your life. Even though it may save you from some pain down the road, it's very hard to remove yourself from someone that you care about. It's only human to hold out hope that someone you care about will come back to you.

So, don't knock yourself out for being human...you just keep working toward being stronger and stronger without her...and we'll be here whenever you need moral support.

Take care,
mj