Hi Calista, I'm guessing you're not in the mood to look on the bright side right now. If you were, here's what I'd want to tell you:
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Originally Posted by Calista+12
I'm damned if I do..damned if I don't...
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That, right there, sounds like one of the ways you and I operate differently. When I find myself damned if I do and damned if I don't, (a.) I think, "Oh, good, then I get to choose freely because there's nothing to lose either way!" and (b.) "Damned, am I? OK,
come and get me!
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Sounds like you do mind being damned, though, whether the apparent source of the damnation is your friend or not and whether they have any authority to damn you or not.
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I am ready to cut everyone of them out of my life but I'm sure I'd get another nasty phone call from my bro telling me what a piece of ***** I am.
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I don't see how your brother could possibly be qualified to tell you what a piece of **** you are. You don't suppose he could be...
making it up or something?
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(Like I don't already know this!?)
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Friendly tip (take it from a Fool -- we're experts on this stuff): you're
way better off not knowing anything, than "knowing" something that ain't so.
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As bad as it sounds, sometimes the only was out of this situation is the permanent way. At least I couldn't hear them ***** at me if I'm dead.
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But you wouldn't be there to
enjoy not hearing them, and we'd miss you and maybe even be mad at you.
Lousy idea -- cut it out!
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They must be pushing me out of the picture for a reason. 
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It's your picture we're talking about here. Why not push
them out instead, till you're good and ready to let them in?
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If, as I suspect, you're not ready to look on the bright side right now, just save this till you are.
FooZe