Oh thinker
I am so sorry to read that you are suffering so badly.
I look at all the wonderful posts you write to support people each day here.
You are one in a million, please realise this.
My words of wisdom are few and far between, all I have is my experience and being diagnosed and living with Bi Polar now for 17 years I can tell you it does get better. Please have faith in this message.
Keep the faith and keep posting, you are a very valued member of PC and do a great job here.
Paddy






