Hi batteryfoundinme,
I just replyed you back in another thread called "bf not interested in sex"....
I think she's not that into you and besides, she's not even good for you....it looks like you are a compasionate person and she is not, she will make your life like a hell....so, it's better to get rid of her now....
don't be obsess about her and stop texting and calling her, she won't get back to you....I'm a woman and I know myself, if I don't want a guy, I will be so brutal and not care about him at all....even guys are the same....you can't force anybody to love you or to give you attention!
Probably, it's better for you right now to get your life back together and now that you are in a good track, stay away from relationship and just try to make quality friends instead....then later on when you are more ready, you can go for a girl....
Well...you are still very young and you paid the price of making mistake....
Again...you are so young and you have a long life ahead of you, don't try to rush it....find different types of interests and make yourself busy with them....you mentioned that you don't drive, I'm just wondering if you can drive ever or you are restricted for driving?
You don't know this girl that much either, you are just obsess about her because you got rejected, that's all....
be good to yourself and exercise, then good things will come to you
take care
Marjan