MAY TRIGGER!!!!

So alone and lost. I know I don't belong anywhere. I thought the last 2 weeks was the worst...this week is proving me wrong already.

need to curl up and burry myself...no one will ever miss me...T would probably be so happy...he won't be responsible for me anymore...T, new pdoc, and all the other doctors I have to see...Best to just cancel everything now. If I do it now they can refill my slots...

You know what they all say...you just want attention...you are acting out...how can I act out when I don't even care to move...just let me lay...you/they are better off without me or trying to help me...I'm just a burden...I am sure I'm a burden on here too as usual.

don't know who to trust and where to turn now...used up all the people that i thought would stand by me.