The things that dental assistants stick in your mouth to get your spit out - spit suckers suck!

dentists who molest children and hurt them on purpose more than actual dental work necessitates.

teeth suck, they are a necessary evil. it sucks getting my mother's genetics for rotten teeth and NOT getting my dad's which gave him one cavity in his 86 years of life. THAT SUCKS TO THE MAX!!!! ARGH!!!!

hearing people are suffering so badly when they answered this post and knowing i can't do one thing to help them.

feeling guilty when my life gets better because other people are still in horrible places. feeling stupid for being co-dependent enough to want to fix everyone's life when i am barely managing my own life!

hating social events and knowing i am letting my loved ones down when they want me there.

all forms of pain that won't go away in a reasonable amount of time.

being mechanically challenged and a computer moron.

not being able to remember so much of my past when it is hanging me up and making it impossible to move beyond it.

wondering where my abusive brother actually went when he disappeared Feb. 19, 1978, never to be seen or heard from again by anyone.

prescription pain medicine that wears off or doesn't work.

needing two new knees and hating to exercise because I've been sedentary since I ran through a plate glass door when I was 14, cutting the heck out of my knee.

being 40 lbs overweight and still feeling thin in my head and being horrified when I see what I REALLY look like. I don't feel ugly, but the mirror begs to differ.

being afraid.

knowing i have rage hidden deep inside and being too scared to deal with it and get over it.

having a normal intimate relationship with my spouse made impossible by mutliple childhood sexual abusers. rotten bast***s.

my list.

Things that do NOT suck

.my children believe me.

.pc.com and the good people here

.candy, teddy bears and soft warm blankets.

. books, books and more books to read. blessed escapes!

.kittens playing, sleeping and play fighting.

.beautiful paintings, stained glass windows

.wood fires in a fireplace on an icy cold day

.flowers, beautiful trees and mountains covered in pine trees and aspens

.hummingbirds who are so small and fast and have iridescent feathers, also peacocks and colorful tropic birds.

.music - too many different kinds to write down

.being able to dissociate and leave when needed

.babies, beautiful, soft, silly little babies and small children

.comfy clothes