Ugh. I don't know many people on here, actually personally I only know one, so here's the low down.

I have 4 sisters. One is in her 30's with her own kids, in another state, who I don't talk to, [rarely I will] and I'm fine with that because she has a job and kids to care for. Another is my twin sister who I see all the time cuz I live with her. Another whose like 18 [I think] who lives with my dad with a totally different mother so I don't see her often, and not to be rude but she's sorta stuck up. Me and my twin sister fight alot, which puts me into stress. Now my 2 year old sister lives with my grandmother, and always has since she was little for personal family reasons, my grandfather died a bit back in the years when I was about 7 [13 now].

My 21 year old sister is a trans-gender, female to male [no surgery yet], which by all means I'm fine with. But me and her really just click and get along well. Now I don't see her much, maybe a visit every 2 weeks and she'll spend nights over my house with my twin and mom. Of course we talk over msn, aim, etc. Now why is this depressing?

Because I wish I had an older sister to talk to, look up to, and be able to open up to. Go hang out with. With a mom it's different, because a sister has been there and can relate, because there isnt so MUCH of an age difference. Her looking like a boy it's just different. I wish she was more of a girl, but I want her to be happy. She's never been "girly" ever since she was young she dressed in shorts and short haircuts.

Am I wrong for thinking this??

To all, enjoy your night.