Can I give you some very honest and direct advice? You are going to lose friends with this kind of attitude. I realize that depression and anxiety are medically recognized illnesses, but being 14 is difficult for MOST girls, not just you. It is in your own best interest to make a vow to yourself to be the most responsible person you can be (and that includes going to school to complete your education, whether you enjoy it or not), FIND the positives in your life because nobody is going to do it for you, and if you need to, then get yourself involved in some activities that make you productive and healthy. Going for "titles" in an online forum for mental illnesses is not going to make you popular or successful, so your efforts are best spent FORCING yourself to do the right thing by getting your act together. If you need therapy, then find a way to get therapy. I hear your angst and want to let you know that I completely understand -- I was miserable at 14 -- but it does get better the older you get. The best way to improve your life is to improve your life.

I don't mean to be unkind or harsh, but I think there is a lot you could be doing that perhaps you haven't fully explored. The responsibility to become happy rests on you. Good luck, Miss A.