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Jul 29, 2009, 09:17 AM
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Member Since: Jul 2009
Location: Phoenix, AZ, USA
Posts: 2,779
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 {{{{{{{{{{{Dear Loser37.....}}}}}}}}}}
I used to think exactly the same way you do. I used to hang my head and look at the ground as I walked around because I actually thought it hurt people to look at me (true story). Once I actually hit my head on a switch box on a light pole (no kidding) cuz I was looking at the ground when I stepped up on the curb. I spent probably 30 years of my life thinking exactly the same things as you do, that I was fat and ugly, with the same self-depreciation......and then one day, guess what happened? An amazing, brilliant, charming Englishman whom I met on the internet saw my picture and fell in love with me at first sight (so he says). He could hardly wait to meet me. Five months later we met and then a year and a half later, we married. We'll be married ten years at the end of August. So you know what I decided? I didn't know ***** !!! The truth is we can tell ourselves lies or have them told to us so many times that we eventually believe them. Sweetheart, you are not fat and ugly. You are beautiful. God made you and He don't make junk. Also, you are really down right now so the future looks hopeless. But, oh my dear, as the song goes, what a difference a day makes. Just know you are loved and supported here.
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