Wow it's great to have someone else know exactly what you're going through. I don't have many friends and the ones I do I could never talk to about this stuff. I d/k anyone who has any Mental health issues except for family and I can't talk to them! None of them have anything as bad as me anyway.

I didn't know about BP meds making depression worse, but thanks I will be discussing that w/my pdoc on Mon.! I'm sick of it, too. Every year I hope this will be the one where I won't be sitting one MORE bday party thinking s**t nothing's really changed. When will I have a "normal" life??? Don't ever worrying about expressing yourself (at least w/me) and thanks for the friend request friended you back!