SWA,
Please consider staying. If you truly need a break take one, but I really feel you could use the support and you deserve it.
I don't mean to generalize, and i have a problem wording things right sometimes

but I have a few friends with ED and i notice that most of them seem to have a bit of an issue with guilt about getting support. I am NOT saying everyone with ED has it, but it could be one and one with the disorder.
I think you are receiving some much needed support here. I hope to see you again soon, even though i dont know you well, i do know who you are