just when i'm to the point where i'm making it again. dissociation is coming down and i'm coming back into my own, the mother from HELL pulled a good one!

she's triggered me horribly, diminished my abuse, negated my feelings and practically called me a liar in a few sentences.

the drama queen has struck again. i realized tonite that her doing that knowing the shape i've been in, that she would literally see my demise if it would gain her attn or ammunition for her own saga.

yeah, so what do i do with that???

i give up.