Miss_A,

Don't let your feelings control your actions....If "nothing is wrong" then why don't you dwell on that fact rather than everything being "not right"???? At your age, you haven't even begun to experience life & all it has to throw at you. The methods you learn to practice now to handle your problems is what will be with you the rest of your life. It is better to do it right now than to have to undo it later.

Everyone is giving you great positive ways to look at your situation...you are at the point in your life that you can choose the positive way of handling your thinking. What you practice is what becomes your attitude in life..the more positive way of thinking you get used to now is the way you will become....the more negative....well shy would you even choose that???

I've got news for you...whether you want to believe it or not...you say you have friends that like you now but the more you stay negative...the more they will "ignore you" & "won't care"....You are already pointing out the start of that reaction to you & it will only become more like that the longer you stay negative. It is just too much work being around negative people & not many are willing to put that much effort into a relationship...especially at your age when most are into their own lives.

Depression doesn't go away over night or even because you have a T...if you don't work at & practice making positive changes in YOUR OWN thought processes, you will only dig yourself deeper into your own grave & you will be the one buring yourself alive. You are the only one that can determine & ake your life what you want it to be. You have no idea the wonderful things life has to offer you if you are willing to put a positive effort into it.

It is hard getting advice that points out that YOU have to make the effort & there is no magic pill or words that will do it for you...your future is up to you...you need to decide what you really want...you are at the beginning of your development & the process of growing up...don't rush that process either but making the right choices at this point will make a big difference in the rest of your life...I wish I had had wise words provided to me at your age but listening to them is up to you.

This is a great place to get wise advice which has been well provided to you by all who have responded to your post...my hope is that you are open to what everyone has to offer you.

Debbie