Hi Hunter,

I have to say ditto down the entire thread . there are days I just sit and sob after spending 45 minutes loking for my keys while I watch the clock tick by the time for my apointments.

I have been trying to work on this for six months now. something always comes in during therapy to get me side tracked . Its been this way for years.

I am not on meds and It not getting better even when I try to work on behavior mod.

It takes a combination.
I have a very touching story to tell.

it happened to me around 2:30 or 3:00 today . I was on my way to work .
yes that late gettig started . and I realized I forgot to fill my tank.
I was on my way to sams club watching how the prices had jumped overnight from $2.26 to $2,39 .

sams club was $2.25 yesterday evening when I was there.

To fill up..

Only It slipped my mind . like everthing does.

So I got to sams and pulled in and saw the prices were . the same .

The fill up truck did not arive yet

well . guess who didn't have her wallet.

Yep..
AND guess where the needle was.

Of course E ...

So I just said out load . what am I going to do Im on empty and I don;t have my wallet .

A man was on the other side of the pump and he said.

Maybe I can help . he brought his sams card over . And I said Oh thank you I just need 1 gallon.
So I pumpped in .9 and he slipped his hand Over my hand and forced the nozzel back in .
and there we were . I was fighting him .. He out powered me.

MEN!!!!!!

and I exclaimed I get 26 miles to the gallon . I only need One and he kept on pumping much to my protestations.

He filled my tank.

I gave him the biggest hug and got his licence number as I left .

If I can get his Name Im going to write his wife and tell her what a wonderfu kind man she Has .

I cried all the way home.

its not our fault and we are not slobs , bad people or irresonsible .

just good sensitive hearts with a mind on the run and never empty.

Patricia