well, i have written a goodbye letter to my crackhead friend on his myspace. I did it just for me, for closure. The results feel like it. I did not do it out of anger, but out of honor (mine). I forgave both of us but let him know this was goodbye. I said i wished i had known him before he got involved with anything illegal, that i wondered if he had a gentle soul, if he once cared for the earth and all the creatures on it. If he had ever had that one great love in his life. Told him i cared about him but i am content to care from afar. I wished him well and that this was goodbye. I do not think i did a bad thing... Thoughts anyone? love, nuckingfutz