That must be really brave of you having a schoolphobia when you was younger teens and then as a matur adult became a teacher.
I don't know how you do it? But that took courage going back to your fears...I guess. But now your a bit older you are much wiser and stronger then you'll ever be. Why you are telling me this, is a good question. Usally people open up to others if they have trust in one another. I feel really sensiable but also stupid for my age.
I think I'm going to be ok getting through school. I mean if I keep talking then people will start to listen. I can be positive about stuff. Ugh I have GCSE next year... how fun! I think I finally know what I want to be when I'm older!