The love for our pets, and the love they give in return (I don't care if some scientists claim animals don't "love")
in my heart, they do love, and are so very special.
I have times that even though many years have passed since I had to say goodbye to my dogs due to their old age and/or fatal disease, that I still get days I weep and long for them. I think this is normal for anyone who was "owned" by their pets. I wish I had something of value to say to you, too bring comfort but I can't seem to put it into words.
Do know, I feel for you as well as our pet lovers here, so the best I can do is send some:

(((((((((((((((( Sarah )))))))))))))

Sincerely,
DE