It started as a quiet morning. I let everyone sleep in. And I get on here to check some things out. My 8 year old wakes and moseys in. First thing he gets into "I don't want to go here or do this" I told him I have to do some things today and he has to go and then the noise starts. The whining that comes out of his mouth is almost unbareable. I tell him its for a short time and to stop. This is almost everyday and I'm pretty sure my cortisol levels have already spiked. Now I don't even want to get out of bed. It wld just be easier to hide. I know that's not feasible so ill get up shortly but not as calm as I wld have been I'm afraid my irritability is at an all time high and ltl things will make me upset. Just last nite I started balling because the trouble I was having getting my boy to bed. My head starts to get cloudy when I get stressed. I don't focus properly I forget things I need to do or take for the day. And right now I'm feeling horrible for even writing about it and putting my trivial ltl problems on others. I shld be able to handle things on my own.