So as some of may know i'm in an LDR with a girl from Alaska. I havent talked to her since Saturday. I have called her every day and left a message and she hasnt gotten back to me. I e-mailed her over a week ago, she hasnt checked it. We have different personalities. She is laid back, a little on the flakey side while I can over-analize things. Obviously she doesnt need the day to day contact like I do. I know she is busy and doesnt have the acces to communication that I do (no cell, limmited internet access) and all that but I just feel that she could have found 20 minutes in the last 5 days to send me an e-mail or somthing. I have been missrable these last few days. I have told her before that I really like to have some kind of contact with her on a day to day basis and she understood that but warned me that it may not always be possible. I accepted that. I just feel like I care more than she does. If i were in her shoes and knew that there was an e-mail waiting for me, I would be checking it as soon as I heard. Now here is my delema. How do I tell her this is how I feel? I don't want to come off as needy or anything but I can't stand feeling like this. Even talking to/getting an e-mail from her makes my day 1000% better. I don't want to push her away. What should I do??????????
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