Everytime I see him, he is ok at first, and then start yelling. I leave, and then he calls and calls and apologizes. Today I called in to work becuase all I want to do today is cry. I tell him I can not fix him, I can not heal him, and then he begs me, just begs me he needs me there to support him. He does not want to do it without me. It just makes me feel worse. I am suppose to go see my T for the first time today. Then on top of all of this, and this is another story, my sons daughter came over last night, and all she could do is blame me for my son not wanting to talk to me, and that I need to go and see him. Not call, not text, go and see him. All she did was b.... at me. The last time I saw her or my son, they had the cops called out to pick up his truck me and D were working on, and fixed, after they told me they were going to sign the title over, and me sell it and give them some of the money. She told the cops I was an unfit mother and that I should not have my daughter with me becasue I was allowing her to be around a psyco. I hate her, and she always does this to me. right now I just want to crawl in a hole and tell everyone to leave me alone. "He" tells me that I need him, I can not handle them on my own. I know I have my problems, and that just makes it worse. I am not strong enough to handle them all.....