my hubby doesn't know my official dx. he wouldn't understand it if he did. it's something only i, my t, and my online friends know. i'm not ready to tell anyone in life. i don't know if i'll ever be.

as far as "acting out", my family knows i'm "nuts". they know that i go off on tangents, or clean for nine hours without speaking, or go to the bed and cry, or need to hold a finger when crossing the road, or buying strange things (i have a two year old i'm caring for now which is a great cover ).

they know how i am and have pretty much accepted. i deal alone. i chose it that way. i've not been highly supported in the past with things that are more understandable (i.e. physical conditions). i don't see that i would get the support that i need, so i don't tell.

gl. i'm so glad your hubby responded well. i don't think he will tire of you. i've been married to hubby for 18 yrs now, and i wasn't even the one who married him! ugh. you'll be fine

love,

kd